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I have just read about a death of one of the most important and the strongest women as we have got happiness to know from the history. Margaret Thatcher for me was a kind of those country leaders I can name as great. She started  his great rice to a political fame in a real difficult situation. There was after famous PM Winston Churchill, who was so big leader being able to achieve a great victory over nazism and Hitler. I think many of todays leaders can learn how to be a great power leader of a nation and state in difficult times. There was really dangerous times and the world needed to be united by a state lead by that woman. I am waiting on next so great leader as she was.

Don't you mind that I was in very horrible troubles in 1.4.2013. Some outregous hacker has changed all my internet passwords

So, we are after nex treat exent. Cardinals has elected a new Pope. It seems to be historic event, due to election of not a usual priest, but a monk to be the Pope. So...let me think....what could mean a monk in the Vatican???.....I think it could be a kind of a revolution. Personally, I think it will be a good revolution because....that environments are specific. Monks live in completely other conditions than normal, diocesial priests. Just after election he started tp shock us in some way, peasling us for more prayer, meditation and silenting. I think also there is a hope for us, when I see that he is from the congregation of Jeuits Convent(SJ-Societat di Jesus). Alo interesting fact is in his papal name. Jorge Bergoglio has chose name Francis. Truly it is an adoration directed into one of the greatest saints of the history, St. Francis from Asisi.

Attention! I can observe that Wikipedia.org is crashing all operating systems

I am under the impression we are living in the total curious times. War, a nuclear weapon, the Berlin Wall, blessed John Paul the Pope, a super jet, which was a bomb of fails. And...a man who was elected by cardinals to be the Pope and...due to health reason, as he says, he resigns. It is difficult for me to make a mark to him in one way. Of course, I thank him for many nice words, many spiritual help and I should be sad due to this, but...I am happy due to his honour. He says He is not able to lead it due to bad health condition. I know what means bad health conditiond and I can imagine how it could be difficult to make such great things as he wanted to do. Only a pity what he will not sign John Paul the 2nd to the list of the Saints of Church. He doesn't want to make a show about his illness and it is also great, I think. But, personally he is one of the greatest church leaders as I had got happiness to know. I agree with the words of the State Secretarian, Mons. Angelo Sodano, that there is like a lightining from the Heavens. Finally, the least abdication of the Pope was in the meaddle ages.  

So...we are about after the Paralympic Games in London. It is realy a lot needed to be say about this sport festival. It is one of those competitions, which are really able to show, the world is closer than it seems to be at first sight. There is many moods connected to these competitions. It is because of, cuncerely speaking, not enought level of sofial maturity in some fractions. However, there is more politics, pore people, who I can name as an emmbasser of the Paralympic. One of  Polish radical politicians has said recently, that there is not real competition, it is only a fun. I would like to say, that there is not fun. There is always much more to do during a prepairing process than it could be needed to be done in case of  "normal" competitors. Personally, I am glad that my national team won so many medals, which is a better result than that made during Olympic Games(Poland won 14 gold medals!). I see these competitors as better fighters, playing with better sense of a "Fair Play" rules, than in case of Olympic Games. It is also greater mobilisation during normal process of therapy. They are people, who are able to really combate with their weaknesses. I think they did it in a wonderful job. I have seen also some professional interview with them made by the best journalists of all the world. I see thay are a kind of brave, well disciplinated and nice people. Only one thing is making me fury. There are many stations on TV, specialized in sport transmisions and sport programs. However, I rarely can see better transmisions made by them. It is horrible that medial world is not enough interested in this. I wish they would interest more. I am not able to justify it, saying about a costs of transmissions. A media are for people not the other.

I wanna to write something about finished Olympic Games in London. Firstly, I think it is general triumph of a piece under a terrorism, which seruiously is set in the history of this city. Fortunately, nothing has happened in London during Games. I have got many diferent feels about that Games. Of course, I am thinking why my countrysiders whad won so little medals. I think it is a serie of many mistakes, beginning on those made by trainers finishing on those responsible for sport financing in our state. I am under a great impression of festivality of ceremonies of the opening and closing. But this events showed great domination of 2 the most power sport teams of the world. I am under a heavy shock when I was watching Chinese records and US results. And...that great race of Bolt...it was something great! I sm sble to see some serious and disturbing mistakes of referees. I think weaker resulsts of our state fighters are also a result of badly done school system reform. I think about degradation of value of the phisical culture lessons and a reduction of time of them. I think many persons leaves their kids from these lessons, showing total unresponsibility. I think...What is else to be done???? I think also a general military service for all able  and fit man should be held in all NATO states. It is not because of security reasons, but just for a fitness and disciplinate of young people. I think also computers, especially computer gaming made all those bad job, because youngsters are able to sit with them for hours, besides of running on the stadiums of youth clubs. Finally, I think about aothorities, which send money f. e. for a new car for the security besides of sending those cash for a sport resosrts and sport equipment, sport doctors and sport centres, engaging the best of trainers, disposing of the best equipment and finally, leaving out the best fighters. That about Olympic Games. We are facing up with the next sport festival, the Paralympic Games. There is one very nice aspect of this event. All of those people taking part in this competitiion as a fighters, are disabled. I think all it shows a power of an integration, a power and sense of being a human. I think that trophies, which will be won by paralympic are that some priced and maybe more, than those won by dompetitor during a normal games.. I think this festival is a great thing also because of one thing. Every disabled person must be able to fight agains his/her own weaknesses, mental locks and mus be able to think "What's the hell, I can also make that succes". It is also nice because of an interpersonal motivation directed onto better know ownself and braver facing up with pain, difficulties of therapeutic processes, fails and successes. Very important thing is to have some kind of an interpersonal satisfaction: "What's the hell! I have won this medal. I am able to do a real great things despite of fact I am disabled person!. I am finally 100% value person, competitor and I can show the other how to combate their weaknesses!".
 

There was a finish up of the UEFA Football Championships organised in cooperation by Poland and Ukraine. It was one of the most beautiful events for both of this states. What is more important, there is one of those historic event, which are not a kind of tragedy or drama but there is a good triumph of civilisation, culture and society of those states. I think there was no man who tried to suppose and dream about that enormous kind of tournament as it has taken place recently. I think both Poland and Ukraine despite of being states from former comunistic aliance, are able to be so huge economincal empire that they are able to build stadiums, hotels, motels, all infrastructure, indluding roads, railroads and airports in order to make possibility to organise such a great competition. I think every that kind of sport competition are able to bring up a level of prestige of every state, independly on its size or overal economical status. Of course, it requires many more and more hard job not only in football team of host, but mostly in great teams of people engaged in job directed to build stadiums, airports, roads, places for rest restricted for fans, journalists, reporters and athlethes. When I see on this event from an athletic point of view, it is not important for me, that my national team was defeated. It is like during most of that sport tournament. Just access is very important. That "satisfaction", sense of glad and pride of team, not only win, Sheet! To win is the least important thing! Of course, it is great prestige, but taking part in this is one of the biggest reason to be proud. There is such a great sport event, that I know very funny stories. Simply one of polish local priests, from the parish nearby Oświęcim, has made a decision to celebrate Holy Mass and adoration of the Holiest Sacrament one hour earlier than it used to be in this parish despite of fact there was a time of octave of a festival called "Corpus Domini", when there are procession to 4 altars and next there are procession around churches with singing of Eucharistic anthems or litanies. I think we as the nation showed our power, despite of weakness of our teams. I am only extremly fury on footbal fans who screamed before, during and after one of the matches abusive words addressed to female fans of one of the opposite teams. A naming of women from Russia screaming "Russian whore!" is one of the most abusive event which has taken place during passed tournament. If I were not a Polish man I would like to appeal that football union punish Polish Football Union with huge fine. I don't say Russian are innocent. I want to say only "Doing revenge we are prepairing a head shot for ourselves". I am under the greatest impression after yesterday final. I don't think mathes without extra time and penalty series are wrong in that tournament. Yes! They are wonderful, but I think also final fight without series of goals, effective shots are under level. That kind of match must be a battle of titans. I can comment yesterday match with words: "Spanish bull knocked down italian horse". My mood: somewhat tired

I am totally dissapointed in our society. I think the elder generation is one of the most important thing as we cans ee in the world. The youngsters, I can see, are more and more bad-behaved. They do not admire an elder. They have not respect for parents, grandparents and generally elder people. I think it is because of spending less time with them due to burst up of the capitalism ,which means you are in home only a few hours a weak with your closed relatives. That deficite of co-living with a family causes next bad thinks. A family is to not let the other to feel alone, live alnoe. I thonk feeling lonely spread out also of the faith crisis. The world generally had forgot what is in fact the most important thing in live. Of course, money...they are important, but not the most. The most important is to not lose our own sense of responsibility for an overall civilisation. The youngsters are to ligly upprised. There are an examples of non rules house. Parents have not time for the youth what effents with losing control on that what is happening with them. Sometimes, there is bad happening. It is painful, but a truth, that in many case we get awake just after the police officer came in our house and said us about our child opportunity to start being a criminal. We are not able to succeed our child any good value, as patriotism, faithfulness, ethic normes. It is because of a little part of time which we can devote them, as we come back to the home after heavy day in a job, from 8 am to 5-6 pm often. I see it a very painful when this generation do not sacrify themselves. I wish there were so brave teenagers asn f. e. Rutka from Poland,. a 14-years old girl who has been killed by German during Warsaw Upprising in 1944. I wish they were so brave, so heroic. But, what is sad, I know there is no so brave girls, so brave boys, who could be able to pull up with a play, school and friends to fight against an enemy in this time. There is one consolation, that we have got some like the World Youth Day, when there is a congregation of the faithful youngsters with the Pope in order to think, pray and meditate on their own live. It is hopeful. Another thing is that there is a completely bad communication between parents and their chldren. This case causes so bad things as drugs addiction, unwanted pregnancies, to early sex, sometimes causes by a rapist, which always involves on the mental side of every young girl, making her dissapointed of all this cruel life. I think about health trouble. All those computer sitting youth people will have got trouble with spine, heart, eyes. The consolation is a dentists have got less painful technology. Youngster forget about history, tradition. They clearly get into laugh when somebody is trying them to remember about history and some part of deeply rooted tradition. I am very sad because of this. No authority...no God....no religion...simply...very sad future. Only fury, a violence, money...money...money....sad and cruel! That same is about footbal fans. I feel fury about those people, who are going to the footbal in order to not support their teams, but to provocate battles on the tribunes. It is furring that we can not have got safe days, when there is a match in my city. One I saw a huge unit of police in my city, which were trying to calm down footbal hooligans. It is frightening that in my state there is a couple of teams, which fans are seen in BBC in one, specific programm, describing a list of the most cruel worldwide gangs. I nearly crashed TV when I had seen gangs of fans of...Wisła Kraków and Cracovia Kraków(top placed teams in Poland) I also saw counter terrorists and riot police. That least I have seen in action in the Palm Sunday 5 years ago, The counter terrorists were seen by me, keeping guard in our railway station recently when there was a match between Podbeskidzie Bielsko-Biała and Śląsk Wrocław. I felt myself totally broken down. If a group of footbal fans must be guarded by S.W.A.T, what about real gangsters and bandids with machine guns, grenades and sophisticated method of blackmail, thrilling? An army????Please try to answer this question.

I think we must know better our history. We must know something about our civilisation. I am undeer a great bad impression as the world is able to forget some important thinks, things and events, which spread out of the history. I think politics is making dirtier and dirtier, despite of fact of necessity of making conclusions from the historic mistakes, historic tragedies. It is nice we have got such organisation, which are held to keep pace in the world. We must do all to feel ourselves safe, sure and strong in the future. We have got a plenty of dangers, including spiritual dangers and verbal dangers. For sure, one of this dangers is a terrorism, religious separation, economic differences. It seems technology causes great progress of the civilisation. It is true, but, what is worring, this same technology, who helps us to learn, solve the most important troubles of the world, as spreading out of ilness, is able to make some troubles. It is fact, that the most modern cars, computers, and the other devices, are also more refusable, than these from the 10 years before today times. It is because of financial crisis, which forces us to use cheaper and less durable materials to manufacture this items. Another danger spread also out of the civilisation. This technical events are often use by destructors. terrorists, and the other criminals. Of course, it is very comfortable, especially for the disabled, to have an access to the bank account, but we have not sure if there will be no hacks into this in order to steal our money in the electronic way. Also a vision of the war has changed definitely. In the history, it was in the most a battle of armies, counted in 1000000 people, who were able to kill only one enemy in the one secound. It was also rarely accidents that there was innocent civilians' suffering. In the modern war, there is bigger possibility of the death of innocent civilians, that fully armoured, well trained troops, who are often hidden in a heavy armed tank, armoured ships, especially nuclear underwater boats. The kind of nuclear war is one of these the wors weapons. I think the world experienced badly all the war, especially II World War, when there were a concentration camps, a partition of the word on the capitalistic and socialistic world, finally an exhodus of Hiroshima, Nagassaki via nuclear weapon. It as also a show of mistollerance. I am also frigtened when I see Teutonics, who were so brave that they were able to kill in the name of the God. It is a kind of auto counterthinking. When I believe in the God, I respect a decalogue. One of parts of this says to not kill. Only the God can give and back our life, no people. Parents have got less time for children. Of course, they must earn money, because of highing of prices of complementary goods, but sometimes it provides to the crisis in familiar connections, what is able to provide youngsters into the bad way of criminal live, breaking up the school, throughing out the complementary values. It is a time of losing of authority. A new generation stops hear to the church, and any kind of religious. Next, they do not find a consolation. It is providing them to the depression, which is powered by "race of the rats", which tells them to be better and better, not seeing of the health, family, faith, and the other valueable things. I think every generation is going to be worse and worse situated. Only one consolation is the medical technology is horrible developed. There is a treatment less painful, but...sometimes it is more expensive. The youth did not respect the history. They are not able to admire any authorities, althought they try to keep their homelands in the state of the independence. They do not know what is a really important in live. I have got a friend, who shows herself nearby the most expensive cars in the Monaco, but in fact, she is a nurse in the hospital, which seems to be ashaming her, unfortunately. She is a nurse because of her sister disability(I think it is a real vocation), but she do not see any value of this in public. Besides of showing a photo in the front of her hospital(oncology), she shows herself nearby Maserati Gran Turismo, exposed nearby the most expensive hotel in Gran Monaco. I think now is a complete devaluation of the family, history, a religion and the God. What is painful, talking about this interests is more and more ofensive, besides of being a part of normal, everyday discussion between the closest friend. The friendness, love, sa crification of sacraments...alll this values are unjustable destroyed. The world is going to finish up. All is making by computers, what determines less duration of people brains, which are more and more often(not always necessary) replaced by computers. Simly, an instalation of car radio without a computer ingeretion is impossible. A manufacturing of cars could be bad when only one key will be clicked in the bad way. Horrible demonic world.

I think every year must bring new experiences. I wait for this year as an olympic year. The host of it will be a London. It is one of these cities, which are happy to be a capital of modern monarchy. It is one of the greatest event in this year. Only one was frighhtening. That attack in 2005, when the Underground was attacked and plenty of people was died was a kind of protest or a kind of trying of attack directed into authorities in order to resign out of this festival. Nobody can blackmail any people, when they want to do something for a unification and for a way to the piece. That kind is an olympic movement. Maybe, we must force ourselves to pull up with this wars, confiicts, which are able to do more bad than good. I am also strictly observing a new generation of the youth. It is horrible, that we can see a young boys and girls, especially I thing about teenagers, who strightly say that all historic heritage is a primitive. Maybe, they are right. But, sincerely, in the history, in the folklore, we can see all those things which we can name as a spirit of nations, of civilisation. My cousine's daughter, who is now 17, told me that all this heritage and folklore is a shoddy piece of goods. I fell into a fury and I erased all my photo shoot from concert of "Mazowsze", which was in my family state. She was 15 in this time. My mood: somewhat disappointed

So, I would like to say something about "animal" adventures with car driving by my relatives. First, there was over 30 years ago, when my little cousine was operating on the heart. She was only a year-old baby, so all were horrible scared of her life. What is more, this heart disease was discovered definitely too late. My uncle, who is also my godfather, obviously was totally scared by this situation. What is more, he was nearly unconscious because of threat.Everybody knows every car driver must be totally concentrated on the way. But how to ideally concentrate, being in consciousness thay your nearly new born daughter is closed to death. This is completely impossible. Apart of fact he missed good turn to the Oświęcim, he drove to Rabka(a midmountain town) and he...hit a roe deer. He took it into a car, thinking it is dead. Suddenly, when he wanted to make mince from this, it pull a head up and started to bleat. My uncle hit it with some heavy device and it was killed.
Another my relatives, had got also many difference "animal" road adventures. They live nearby Piła in Poland. There is also plenty of forests, and wild animals feel themselves as in paradise. Once, our cousine's husband hit also a roe deer. Next year, my mum was driving a car, coming back from village weekend. There was horrible wet, dark, and slippery, and our car had not got any supporting systems apart of a driver airbag. Suddenly, sumething is heating in the bottom of car's front. All of us thought, "What's the hell!". It was clear that there was a kind of animal. It spread out there is a little roe deer. The roe deer-mother, escaped, but the baby was hit by our car. Both of them escaped. I think this little animal died. But, there was something else.This hit made us devoided of front number plate of car. Because of changing of their scheme, we had to change both front and back number plate. A year afer, my father was driving also nearby this way, but on the another place. There was on the main road between Oświęcim and Bielsko-Biała. We were riding calmly and quite fast. Suddenly, something hit strongly strightly into a front of our car. I could see it. It was a wild boar, or roe deer, or a kind of big dog. But the car was more seriously damaged than year ago. What else...our friends from Wysoka nearby Piła, was calmly driving via Poland to they relatives in Przeciszów. The way was good. But...there is a plenty of forest in the Silesia region between Pszczyna and Katowice. Big forest means big chance of a wild animal on the road. And...they had got that accident, when suddenly a big wild boar run onto a road. And there was no chances for avoiding of crash! After some minutes all neighbourhood of this place knew that there was a hit of car and wild boar. The petrol station worker recognized their car and helped them in searching of the nearest car repair point.

I had got a really unlucky serie in this year. The least, apart of an extremly nice meeting with my high school friend as a nurse in the hospital, there were no happy events. Firstly, my grandpa has died. Secondly, I must have been operated. (During this hospitalisation I have met this school friend). I have bought a new photo camera, because of my finished liturgic schooling.I must have bought also an extra lenses. I have bought first high zoom lens with a focal lenght 55-250. And...probably attaching system failed, because this device has fallen down, being setted on 2m high!. It has no crashed items, but an automatic focusing refused to working!. Some day earler, a date keeping battery in my desktop computer spread out. I have seen it because of midnight electricity failure in my block settle. Next was also horrible. We have bought a car in June. Next, in October, we hit it slightly in the back! We reconstructed a bathroom. A new water monitor in the bath...has failed in the first days of using. What is more, the technicians broke down pipes that there were no enough water pressure, Horrible bomb of unluck with only one nice while. What else??? When I was taken to a hospital, it spread out that needed CT research can not be done because of....CT machine failure!

I always was interested in organ music. I listened many concerts in my city and the other. I have heard Natasha Reich from Vienna, Cristina Banegas from Argentina, Roman Perucki from Gdynia, some Cracow, Bielsko and Warsaw artist. I think there is wonterfull thing that there are people, who are still interested in that difficult kind of music, as organ music. Not only baroque music, but also romantic and later. I convinced myself, what really means to be a high-class musician. I have heard many times one organist in my aunt parish church. He seems to be good as 15 stops instrument's user. But when I have heard a real artist, a master from Katowice Musician Academy, I was shocked and I was looking if there is for sure that same instrument!.

A day before an idependence day I was argesively blamed by my english teacher. I asked him for turning light on. He terrorized me in that way, that I was afraid of talking to him with any important interest. When he recognized we are going to make a complaint to a headmastry, he was harder too. He was more end more furious and finally he started to scream at me, agresively shouting "A foam is going out of your mug!". I made a complaint to the headmastry. They changed a teacher. But, they did not fire him out, but...asked him to free a workplace in a good. This man was also completely dishonest. When you gave a positive mark, he started to behave in a very furious way. He was furious he had to positively mark a pupil. Even though, when the pupil was weak, so weak, that he received wrong note, he was extremly happy because of possibility of failing the student. Once day, there was a parental interview. It spread out that there is some wrong in notes of subject, learned by him. I ask him for an explain, what is happening??? He calmy answered, there is nothing wrong with my notes and...that notes are directed into an another student and are applied to another subject. During least lesson in the school period, he escaped because of certain hole in the acknowledgment of pupil. There is als somethig a bit worse in this man. In the theory, he should be disciplinary fired. But that experienced headmastress of this shool made fatal mistake. She let him leave the school under the agreement of sides despite of sgining up the firing act. What's the also bad, he is employed by that shool in which he has passed a maturity exams and he signed a work plea with that some headmaster who was during his exams as a teacher.